The Amaranthine Poet

Fairy Dust??

Hi Hi! Ok, my mom bought me this gorgeous new journal, because I finished my last one. (A journal is a blank book in which you can write poetry, personal reflections, songs, etc. for those who don’t know…) Anyway, so that means you guys don’t have to be subjected to 12,000 page blogs, so I’ll try to keep it shorter, lol. Anyway, so I went to see Phil Wickham at Calvary. It was great, and he is a very sweet, cool guy. Also, you know that song, Everything by Lifehouse?? Well, I heard it the other day. That song is soo special to me because it was the song I got saved to . So, I went to Best Buy and bought it, and I am listening to it now. I like writing to music, it brings out the best of me. Why does that last sentence remind me of mayonnaise? So, I have been watching a couple movies within the last week. Have you seen 13 going on 30? LoL, shut up, its a good movie, and the main character’s name is Jenna, so I like to watch and pretend the characters are talking to me, like when Matt is scribbling “Jenna” in his notebook…thats cool. Anyway, it just makes me think about how one mistake can ruin the perfect opportunity to have something or someone that could be amazing, but you’ll never know because you screwed up. Ya, and we can’t really just sprinkle fairy dust on ourselves to turn back time. However, I think you can correct the mistakes, but you have to be bold enough and make sure you are not too late and don’t let anyone stand in your way. Ok, so I am going to put up my IM screen names on my “contact me” page so if you are normal you can talk to me. J/K, and seriously, I know I have been promising a lot of stuff for my site, and its all coming soon. Amy and I are going to do another shoot and then I’ll put up the gallery, When my homie, Jelios and I are done with some stuff, I’ll post the music up, and the poetry will come when I have time to put it on. Haha, ok? Speaking of music, I had a dream last night that Jelios and I went to perform, and he was like, “Oh, hey, I want you to do a cover tonight, I have the lyrics, so just follow the melody,” and I was like, “WHAT? Your crazy!” So, he gave me the lyrics and it was that song, When You Believe by Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston. LOL, and I was like, oh…I know this song, it shouldn’t be too bad. So, we went up to start and then it turned into a completely different dream….it was weird, lol, and random, I probably forgot all the words, I don’t know, make up your own ending. So, Jelios, no surprise covers please, lol. Ok, I’ll shut up now, bye!